You see, I'm somewhat known in the Pagan community around here. I'm not saying that everyone knows me, not by any stretch of the imagination, but I am in and have been in a position where I meet people because of the volunteer projects I work on and the friends I have. I know how people see me and it's not so much the real me that I put out there. I don't fake who I am but I admit to wearing a mask of likeability most of the time. I know too many people who are flakes and showing the side of me that I feel is 'real' would only give them cause to bitch and write me off as dramatic and pretending to be mysterious. Sometimes it's just easier to play their game and live my life, privately, in shades of gray.
As I've mentioned, I have friends in the community. Some very dear friends. While I will always be completely honest here, sometimes brutally honest, it will never be my intention to hurt the feelings of my friends. I don't know if they will ever read this, or even if any of them know this site exists, but rather than be forced to answer questions, or have someone question themselves because of something I've written, I would rather post my thoughts and other general information under the blanket of anonymity.
So here's what you can figure out on your own from my journal entries. I am a 29 year old female. I am married to a Navy sailor and we have two boys, a tween and a toddler. I am bisexual, looking for the female version of my one true love.
I have a dog and a cat. I am a housewife and stay at home mommy. I am a highly spiritual being, identifying as Pagan-possibly-formerly-Wiccan-not-sure-yet, and I believe in honoring my dark side, as well as my light side. I believe in herbal and natural healing, do not routinely
do spells, but I am a good little witch nonetheless. I am also hypersexual and the strangest things give me that tingle in my belly.
Well, that's about it. Any questions? Feel free to email me.
